Delirium
December 13, 2006
It’s the feeling that you are everywhere
That fills me with a sick feeling of anticipation
I look around like a psychic obsessed with a wandering spirit
I shed a tear at every car that looks like yours
My heart stops with every step that carries me closer to your bed
I sink deeper and deeper in love with every notion of your existence
I know it is over for you
But I carry on with my feelings
I have nothing to loose if I love you more
I have nothing to gain if I participate in a game of not loving you
I carry you in my heart and surrender to the sweet feeling of being in love
Resurrecting at least once being with you for a lifetime
Reviving the numbness as I touched you
With every sense that defied our common sense
There was nothing wrong in choosing love coupled with indifference then
So why should it be now?
Just because you’re gone and left me with the hazy (yet abundant) remains of your charm?
I remember your (so damn beautiful) face as I think
I love you.. N’importe quoi.
